everybody said we're meant to be
7/21/09
12:01 AM
"everybody said we're meant to be...
be with you is my destiny..."
That's the first 2 lines of the song i composed 4 years ago...
i wrote it for my first love...
and..i never thought im using it while talking about another guy...
so...this is how it started...
i had a guy bestfriend back in grade school...
we were suppose to be inseparable...
but, due to my parents decision, we parted ways...
(they made me study in a different school in high school.)
we still communicated though...
we send SMS and letters/cards to each other...
but, we dont get to meet each other that often...
after 4 years, we met again...
we are currently studying in the same university...
that boy grew up to a fine young man...
well...he's kind of a heartthrob..
but, i never liked him like that...
soooo..since we're studying in the same university...
we wanted to be close again...
but, people around us thinks that we're more than friends...
everybody wants us to be together...
his family, my family, some of my friends!
even my dad teases us...
and...i dont like that...
i freaked out...
so...i started to avoid him...
i really want to be friends with him again...
i want my bestfriend back...
but, if this continues...
i dont think we'll be friends again..