the greatest friend i ever had
10/27/08
12:51 AM
he's the greatest friend i ever had...
yes...HAD...
well...we're not friends anymore...
(that's what i think..)
he's my friend for 10 years...
he's my bestfriend for 2 years...
our friendship wasnt able to survive the obstacles we faced...
what a shame, right???
i remember the times were he would buy me food from the school canteen everytime i have my period(im too lazy to stand up because the flow is so heavy..)
and instead of eating his "snacks" in the canteen, he would just buy his own snacks and eat with me, since i would be left in our room alone...
if i feel shy to say things to our teacher, i would just whisper it to him and he'll be the one to tell the teacher...
if i dont know what to write for english class, he would help me with my homework...
he's such a great friend...
and i did the most selfish thing ever..
we promised to study in the same high school...
but i entered a more prestigious school where he didnt pass...
yes...we continued being friends after that...
but...we seem to be distant now...
and now...i dont know if we're still friends...
my ex-bf...as in ex-bestfriend..
10/9/08
4:13 AM
this is his message to me on my birthday...
and this makes me feel bad...
he wrote there that im his bestfriend...
and im so sad because our friendship ended like this..
i guess you have no idea what im talking about...
brent was my bestfriend when we were still in grade school..
on our 6th grade...we promised each other to study in the same school for high school...
but i got accepted in a very prestigious school and he did not...
i tried to convince my parents to enroll me in brent's school...
but, sadly...they didnt..
so...4 years...
we were not able to bond during high school..
but we remained friends...
every holidays and birthdays...i send cards to him...
and he always forget...
well...i felt that it was a one-sided thing already...
so i kinda stop sending him greeting cards...
then...
on my 17th birthday...he sent me that message through friendster...
and wrote there: "HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND"
i was so happy that he still considered me his bestfriend...
after a few months...
i found out that we're studying in the same university for college...
i was so happy that we're finally have more time to catch up...
but...
it started great...
we're still uncomfortable at first...
but we got over it..
and we started to act like the old days..
joking around...stuff like that..
and during his birthday...
im one of the first people to greet him...
well...it sounds great, right???
NOT...
one day...i waved at him...
but he just looked at me like a was a fucking clown...
now...everytime i see him...
i dont talk to him..
i dont even greet him...
well...let's just say...
all good things come to an end...