the so-called rebound guy
6/14/09
5:54 PM
i thought im falling for him...
but...no...
im just using him to forget my first love...
im sooo bad...
but...it makes me think...
what if i told him i like him back years ago...
then i shouldn't be in pain now...
i shouldn't have fallen in love with another guy...
i wish i fell for him instead...
he's a great guy...and no girl in her right mind wouldn't like him...
but, maybe im out of my mind...
i just couldn't love him romantically...
sigh...
i dont want to use him...
he's my friend...
i dont want him to be a rebound guy...