i wish i'll never see you again...
2/16/09
2:59 AM
im trying very very very hard...
but....i cant help but feel bitter about it...
i just found out that CC is gonna study in the same school( and the same course!!!) as yours truly...
great isn't it???
(gawd...i wish you could hear the sarcasm in my voice while i was saying that...)
after finding out about it...
i said this to myself: "its gonna be a very long 3-years..."
i think...i over thinking this...
but...i have this feeling that Jerry's gonna come in our school one of these days...
you know...to see CC...
urgghhh...
that means...i will see him...
and that's the last thing in this world that i want to happen...
urgghhh...life is mean...
im trying to forget about everything...
but i cant...
because they are making it more difficult for me...
sigh...
sigh...
i wish i will never see them again!!!
ps im still not over you
2/3/09
2:31 AM
is it just coincidence??
or was this song really made for me???
here's the lyrics of rihanna's song PS I'm Still Not Over You...
* the words written inside the parentheses are my comments...
[verse 1]
Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
(yes...the last time we talked was...errr...october last year???)But I was thinkin bout you
(i can't believe that up to know..im still thinking of you..)And it kinda made me smile
(but, even though it frustrates me...i still smile when i think about you..)So many things to say
(did you know that i have a lot of things to say to you???)And I'll put em in a letter
(i actually wrote you...but i dont think i have the confidence to send it..)Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
(yeah...how's your little bro??he's 10 na right???)Does he still look just like you?
(the last time you talked about him was 3 years ago..)So many things I wanna know the answers to
(why aren't you talking to me anymore??)Wish I could press rewind
(i wish i could rewind everything...)And rewrite every line
(where did i go wrong??? if you tell me...then i'll be able to change...)To the story of me and you
(wish i could go back to those times...)[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
(believe me..i tried my best...but..i still love you..i cant forget you..)But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
(it's getting worse and worse each passing day...)And I'm lost and confused
(im confused...im not suppose to feel this...)I've got nothing to lose
(i've got nothing to lose now..cause i already lost you..)Hope to hear from you soon
(just talk to me...please...)P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
(no matter what i do...i cant deny the fact that im still in love with you..)[verse 2]
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
(feelings that remained and worsened)I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
(it's been 3 years since you graduated...you thought that after you left, im going to get over you...)But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
(everything reminds me of you...because we are so alike..we like the same things...so...hating what reminds me of you is like hating what i like...)Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
(yes.i had a song for you..it plays everytime we're in the same room...it's rather odd...)I get that same old feeling
(same old feelings that i wanted to forgot...but..i cant..)Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you
Did you know I kept all of your pictures
(damn you..you actually gave me your picture!!and i still have it in my wallet...damn me...)Don't have the strength to part with them yet
(i sound so stupid...i cant even let go of you're pictures...)Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget
see...the song is written for me..
i hate rihanna...she made me cry...